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Kinda wanna just cry and sleep so goodnight everybody

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Anonymous

50. Do you regret your past?

well there was a time that i really did regret my past, but then i realized that every single moment of my past built me up to be the person i am today. Every smile, tear, laugh, and mistake created me into who I am. I’ve learned so much throughout my life and I’ve learned to appreciate the small things,no matter how small. If I hadn’t messed up in my life, I wouldn’t be appreciative of anything or be able to accept what i do now. I’ve accepted that everyone is different and who cares if someone is? I’ve learned to brush off the haters because hate will get you no where in life. I’ve learned to love whole heartily. If I got the chance to make things right, that’s a different story. If I was given the chance to erase my past, I definitely would never. I am who I am and it’s all thanks to my past.

Hey, can you tell me about your snug piercing? healing time ect? I got mine done 2 weeks ago and its really causing me grief its so sore, thank you
Anonymous

oh sure! always happy to help. At first, mine was really swollen and red so i was freaking out! I was beyond scared, but swelling is normal because you have a new piece of jewelry in your body/ear so your body is trying to get use to it. I got mine pierced during the last week of Feb. and mine will be done healing on july 4th. Mine was really sore for the first 2 weeks so no worries! It’s get better after a while and it’s really worth it :) Also, i clean it twice everyday or more LOL. I’m really paranoid about infections so just keep it clean and never touch it without clean hands! Honestly, it’s just so pretty that i love it even though it’s a pain in the ass!~ if you have more questions, lemme know :)

I had a “if you really knew me” activity a meeting i was at and i poured out all of my secrets. I was afraid and trembling at the thought of opening up to 15 people, but a girl from the meeting gave me these gifts with words of encouragement inside today. She took a lot of time, gave a lot of effort and i am so appreciative of this!

I had a “if you really knew me” activity a meeting i was at and i poured out all of my secrets. I was afraid and trembling at the thought of opening up to 15 people, but a girl from the meeting gave me these gifts with words of encouragement inside today. She took a lot of time, gave a lot of effort and i am so appreciative of this!

No matter what, I know we’ll find a way back to each other.

Many of you might not know this, but life is really tough for me right now. It’s always this time of year. Something has to go wrong. I’m medically struggling a lot at the moment. One of my spinal discs moved out of place and it’s really hard for me to move around. It’s tough enough to be walking around at home, but I still do go to school and attend my classes. I have terrible headaches and I can’t stop twitching and shuddering. I always get the “chills” and it makes me very uncomfortable. Last year, I found that I have heart problems. My wrist hasn’t fully healed since it was broken in 2011. I’m not complaining, please don’t take this as whining. I just really don’t know what to do, everything keeps piling and I feel so helpless.

Day 11. Picture(s) + 5 facts.

  1. I am obsessed with Jessie J & Beyonce.
  2. I’ve had 2 fat cats for the past 5 years and i love them to death. they’re my best friends. <3
  3. I have the weirdest, but yet the cutest parents you’ll ever meet. 
  4. Friends+family = my life.
  5. I speak cat.