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Day 12.1 thing you dislike about you.

myself, simple enough.

Day 11. Picture(s) + 5 facts.

  1. I am obsessed with Jessie J & Beyonce.
  2. I’ve had 2 fat cats for the past 5 years and i love them to death. they’re my best friends. <3
  3. I have the weirdest, but yet the cutest parents you’ll ever meet. 
  4. Friends+family = my life.
  5. I speak cat.

Day 10.

Complete: I care more about food than people.


Day 8&9.

8. 3 things people don’t know about me.

  • I can’t wear socks to sleep, so uncomfortable.
  • I have an obsession with strawberries. 
  • I have many bruises on my legs.

9. What is the thing you enjoy to do the most? Why?

That’s easy, sleeping! It’s peaceful and calming. 

Day 6&7

6. 15 things you have on your room - why you have them.

  1. big bang light up stick- keeping the memory of the concert <3.
  2. family pictures - self explanatory 
  3. christmas lights- they’re keep the darkness away at night & they’re pretty
  4. “leave your fears behind” diy wall decor - inspiration <3.
  5. Calendar- I always forget what day it is
  6. Photo collage - took a lot of time & effort and it would be a waste to throw it out
  7. post its - each one has a different message for inspiration
  8. DIY list to do- keep my brain creative :)
  9. Baby pictures of me- They piece my room together
  10. A picture of my mom when she was younger- I love her <3.
  11. A lanyard made for me by a little girl at my summer school/camp- she took her time to make it and surprised me with it. miss her<3.
  12. Completion certificate for christian military classes- feels good to have itLOL.
  13. pictures of my cats as babies- who doesn’t love cats?
  14. drawings I drew- I’m proud because they’re decently good 
  15. Wall decor my mom gave me- she’s had it for a long time and it’s special to her 

7. Complete: I am stubborn, but I would like to change it and be more open-minded. 

-changed- happy, @dotum?!

Day 5. You won 2 plane tickets. Where would you go and who would you go with - why.

I’d go to Korea with Mama Kim. It’s been 5-6 years since the last time we went. It was the first time I experienced something so memorable. I got to meet her old friends, her new friends, my family and we visited her old home. Although my grandparents on my mother’s side aren’t with us anymore, it was amazing for me that I was able to stand in front of their graves and meet them for the first time. No, they weren’t there in front of me, but I know they were watching us from above .I remember the day like it was yesterday. The emotions, the tears, and the joy. After the tears, she smiled. I was beyond confused so I questioned her and she told me that she’s been away from her parents for so long & that she’s glad to reunite with them. I told her that whether someone has passed on or is still alive, they’re always a part of you and therefore are never truly away from you.

Before we went, my mom hasn’t went back to Korea for over a decade. The 3 months we spent there were just so joyous to her. She loved every minute and I remember looking at her just so happy every single day. It made me feel just so warm and special. 

She tells me that all she really wants is for me to achieve my dreams and just shoot for the stars. She always told me that if I’m going to do what I love, she’d be there 101%. If I were ever to make it in the music world, the one person I’d have to thank is my mom. Her belief in me is so strong and our relationship is just unreal. She’s my best friend and I love her with all my heart.

I do believe her that she wants me to become successful in what I love, but I do know that she wants to go back.. to be in the place where she grew up. If I were to ever get my hands on 2 plane tickets, hands down! I’d call up my mama 

Day 4.Complete: On a daily basis I __________

On a daily basis I go on tumblr. 

Day 3. 10 things I like about myself (personality)

I (am)

  1. protective
  2. caring
  3. love listening to others
  4. love helping others
  5. fight for what i believe is right
  6. look for the brightest opportunities in dark situations
  7. derp a lot
  8. kinda funny ~
  9. do not tolerate bullying 
  10. do not tolerate disrespect towards anyone

Day 2. 5 things I like about myself (appearance)

  • my chin
  • my eyebrows 
  • facial structure
  • smile
  • hair

Day 1.

okay before anything, i know that i didn’t finish my other one. i’ll finish this one:)

1.Complete this: I am a person who tends to be overly caring.(and explain why you are like that)

I mean it’s just a given, who wouldn’t be caring.. unless you’re just a heartless cruel person? Why be heartless in a world that’s already terrifying? The world may be cold, but your heart should be warm, cozy and inviting. Some people find it annoying that i’m just overly caring because it comes off as being over protective, but that just means that i really care for that person.

i’m not really that huggy person.. but if you really mean something to me, i’d give you a hug in a heartbeat. :) 

I’m sure that there are more people like me, the overly caring people. The ones that may be referred as “bears,” just warm and cozy people. I wish the world would show me more of them <3

Even my own cat doesn’t love me. T T

restarting my daily journal! 

12/29/12